(Hook)
I know I look cray from the outside in fam
Know I only smile cuz I love you so bad
Bam goes the door down my throat go the tuss
Po up in smoke n I take out the trash

(Verse I)
I'm under pressure
Wrestling with my depression
I'm in control of the present
Washed up like dishes taking a test am I worthy
Medicated me they worry

Word to my mama
Drowning im calling my daddy
You not allowed in this family
It's They sanctuary
I'm all alone in my cell
Writing these rhymes by myself

Pacing around, follow the sound of the trees
flowers and panes..
Pain and the flaws.. yea
Diehards and flakes I be raising the stakes

Stake in my chest...but my heart been replaced, soul under arrest
I'm dodging the stress, punshing myself
Pull up the curb Went over the edge

I buy over counter
Borrow some cash for a cut
Go Cut myself with the tussin
The drugs in my veinsz is better than grabbing a razor, or so society say

Grabbing my phone boy you know I gotta get gone
Bringing my music along, wherever I'm going
..Ping pong in my head, i need a bong and some head

It's pointless to live, the voices they want me to die, & shit, ,don't have the balls
Pooped on a stoop, live on the air
I'm sorry if I was embarrassing you

I'm jealous of tone, and Kush he just left me alone, psa blow up my phone
Swallow the pain, I go insane on a regular basis it's better that way

Faith uh tomorrow, mmh. don't follow my twitter if you isnt ready for sorrow
Got school in the fall
ain't taking these pills so a nigga may not graduate after all

(Bridge)
Pull up, skirt call skreet concrete wao
Wire wearing white tee don sleep jog (caan)
Run up dude tu itーo manamana
Uh, Blue field entopic phenomena

(Hook)
I know I look cray from the outside in fam
Know I only smile cuz I love you so bad
Bam goes the door down my throat go the tuss
Po up in smoke n I take out the trash, I suck